ever have it all?

red, thats what im wearing tonight, sitting in my room , waiting for the phone call, ready to go. so much can change in moments. tonight, the family unites to give away our lil girl. she is much younger than me and our journey together has had its ups and downs, however, we we have been together, hating or loving each other and today as i wait to give her away, as the older sis, so many thoughts run through me. i dont know when we will watch a movie together, gossip, exchange makeup tips, do all the girly fun things. it also pushes me to think about building new relationships and making them wonderful. as i feel happy for her, i do feel a pinch in my heart remembering someone...everything in life is give and take and you can never have it all...