what can be the true definition of love? the commitment, the ability to be truly committed without a doubt? the ability to give? the ability to merge with the other so seamlessly that you just cant tell one's thought from the other? how do you know you are in love? way after the tingling in the spine is gone and the horrendous phone bills rankle your night sleep...how do you know its the deal, when you have had your first fight, then another and another? what happens when in every argument, its always whose worse? bush or tony blair? and there is no winning? what do you know about love, when you can't stay a day away from the other, yet many a times demand time apart...only to be unsuccessful...
is love, what most say, a fleeting moment and cannot ever convert into a life time promise? is being together easier when you are not in love? is love not what gives you strength to fight all odds? does love not make anything worth it at all?
i know this much is true. it is love that makes me smile and feel good about life, even when we fight, even when we sulk, i just know that when he will hold me, i will be happy and i can promise, no Prozac brings me more peace than his presence in my life. not just that, this funny emotion i don't tire of, makes me give, all i have and i do sometimes wonder how good can that be, but i know no other way.
my growing up years, not the best i can honestly state, i made god make me a promise, i will deal with all the challenges he throws at me, just give me the love of my life and never mess with that. i had no idea who he would be, what he would do, believed i would know it. no, this is no fairytale, and I'm no princess. i do believe i met him, i feel as though we were destined, but what does make of that? what are all the hints life is throwing at us? if this is what love is, then we should be fine, we should make it, but will we? will the wait for this answer bring as much happiness as the wait at the Waverly( Edinburgh) years ago bring? i certainly hope so...
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